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how depressing... T.T

boohoox. so fast it`s gonna be de end of de week le. i`m loving it. BUT, this weekend i`ll be so lonely. =( how depressing can this be?!?! my hao jie mei going to langkawi tmr, and i can`t go all bcos of de MCA make-up lesson on saturdae morning and oso my mom dun allow!!! why?!?! boohoox~ whatever it ish, hao jie mei, hav fun over there ya? rmb bring back some sand and seashells for mie OKIE? =D

hmm, this saturdae nite ish gonna be a veri lonely night for mie. haish. my parents are leaving for Kukop in de afternoon and will onli be back on sundae evening. and my brother most probably gonna be staying over in camp. and I`M ALL ALONE AT HOME!!! initially, i planned to get keng, liang, si ginna they all come over ton, play mahjong and stuffs, but since keng`s going to langkawi, so no more. =

well, had FS and CSA todae. FS, i wasnt really payin any attention. amirah wasnt in a good mood, and i`m concerned about her, and blah blah. i`m affected slightly. = during CSA, we had a quiz based on de topic which was taught on mondae when i was absent. i struggled slightly, but thanks to nanny yeo who explained to mie. thanks donkee! :D den de practical, wooo, i was concentrating damn hard manx!! lyk de first tym? hahax~ so slackkk. and whenever i came across any problem, i will consult martin. he`s pro! =) hmmm hmmm. ate in canteen 3 during lunch break. ben and his clique too. he sat there, i sat here, so not considered as havin lunch together, i guess? haish, ish history really repeating itself? i roughly talked to buggy about my feelings via msn jus now, but nvm bah. buggy, take that i nv mention anything ya? =)

well, i finished school at 3pm. slacked abit in de atrium with amirah and ain till about 3.45pm before i take de bus home. darn, de journey back home seems lyk eternity. felt so lonely on de bus. and all of de sudden, i missed tiffy! tiffy, how are yew in KL??? i mish yew!!! =( i din got de tym to reply her email though. soon soon. =) tmr MSL ish having national day celebration, and how depressin this ish, that i can`t go!! grrr! >.<~ tmr there`s our Sem2 electives and common test briefing @ 2pm - 3.15pm. argh~!!!!!!

i`m a lil insane todae. *pulls hair* okie, after i got home, my bro and i tested out de other modem. hmm, i duno how to fix. he oso dunno. guess i`ll need either ahdong`s or buggy`s help sumdae. *AHEM* aniwae, my mom has agreed to buy mie a router, but duno when yet. YAY! finally wun hav to fight with my brudder for de com. =) summore i`ve got tons of practicals and tutorials not done!!! argh!! especially PSP1 practicals! i seriously do sucks at programming. >.<~ am i a gone case? i owed my FS lecturers quite a number of tutorials oso!! argh!!! summore tmr got FS in-tutorial 4, on 'combinations', 'probability and 'events', which was taught on de day i was absent, again! damn! i cant afford to absent myself anymore, even if i`m very sick. haish! and week 9 ish our common tests week, which ish about 2 weeks later. ARGH!!!!!!!! i`m getting so frustrated! >.<" aniwae, next week ish de last week of school, after that we`ll be having our 1 week break, den TESTS! AHHHH! >.<~ and den i`ve got so many movies haben watch! the village. connie and carla. supersize me. catwoman (coming soon). twin effects 2. waHH! >.<~

sobs. all of de sudden, i feel lyk crying. shoulder anyone? T.T i feel all so stressed up, that i`m beginning to pull my hair off. when will i stop slacking aniwae? argh!! and oso, i feel lyk going to de beach. i mish going to de beach at night. i mish de starry nite skies. ARGH!!!!!! *cries out loud*

6:17 p.m. - o5o8o4

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